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It's late in the evening,
Okay well early in the morning to be precise.

OH HELLO
This is the first time I used this lappie to blog!
This expensive piece of machine was a birthday present from
Very many people.

RM500 from both my sister and Karen.
I sold my laptop for RM 800 to Aunty Pat.
My father gave a generous donation of RM 1800,
And an extra RM 200 from myself.

I CAN PLAY SIMS WITHOUT LAG AND HEAT PROBLEMS
I CAN PLAY SIMS 4
I CAN PLAY ANYTHING

Hahaha.
Also, what the fuck.
I don't know how I'm supposed to respond,
I am not really sure if it's happening but
My dad just bought me a place in Klang.

My OWN place.
It's a condo.
So up to date I have a car, condo, I can afford a credit card.

I AM MADE.
Ahaha, okay so there are still other things in shambles,
But think about it.
I am not so constrained anymore.

I CAN BUY SHIT AND NOT FEEL GUILTY.

IN FACT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE,
I CAN LITERALLY GO FOR A SHOPPING SPREE.

WHAT.

Okay, so as you know,
If I'm typing here that means my cycle is about to start
(how charming I'm sure)
Which is also a cue for
The which guy is giving me crap again episode.

So I'm dating this guy and everything is okay so far.
But I'm getting so attached.
I don't waaaaaaaaant to be that way.
Not because I don't love him,
It's just a security thing, a pre-caution you can say.

And lately I've been so attached that I miss him a lot on days I
Don't get to see him.
It also does not help that he always seems to be adding
Random girls on facebook.
It could be for work but FUCK ALL I have no second doubts
To give at this moment.
Will probably regret saying this in about 7 hours
When I wake up and feel all better but

OH MY GOD WHY WHY.
Why would you give me a reason to worry
EARLY AT THIS STAGE.

I know I'm definitely a flight risk,
And as I'm weighing the options
Even if I have to cut myself
I may just let go.

I don't know.
Kelsey is telling me to hold on.
My lust is asking me to hold on,
My emotions are telling me to hold on,
But my conscience is giving me the dirtiest look...

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