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I would go out of my way to do something for someone.

I just hope you know that I'm doing it because I love you,
Not because I'm as dumb as a brick,
Tripping over myself to do shit for you.

As long as you make it worthwhile
I'd be willing to swim through shit for you with a smile.
In return maybe you can make me feel like
IM THE MOST AWESOME PERSON IN THE WORLD?
hehe.

You can't say I haven't been a good friend.
I have gone far above and beyond the duties of a best friend,
What more just a mere friend.

So, BE NICE! Be a friend. Be my friend.

Wow I think I'm too intense sometimes.

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F5.

The other day Sam asked me
Where do you get these guys?
And I am like dunno at first.
Then BOOM FOUND THE ANSWER.
COLLEGE.

Now I don't know if this is IACT in particular or
If it's the norm in every college.

Don't guys have respect for girls anymore.
What the fuck is wrong with guys that
BEGS FOR IT? HUH?
I encountered enough people like these.
SICK OF THEM PLS?

Can they not like I like you,
Date, hold hands, kiss then the full monty??

Now guys just like YO PLEASE SLEEP WITH ME.

WOWWWWW.

Life fucking sucks.

Aaron also says apparently I give off the vibe.
I am a jerk magnet.

BUT WHY??!

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I'm not sure if I'm fitting in at all,
But I am glad I am on nobody's list.
I guess that's considered some measurement of success.
In my part anyway.

My sense of humour has little to cold reception here
Which mostly draws wtfs or just confused looks.
I don't know anybody here well enough,
And everybody here knows everybody
I swear to god.

I'm not looking to create a name for myself,
And I used to be satisfied about being who I am,
But lately I'm sick of being "somebody's friend".
Can't I just be Hanz?

I'm not sure if this effort will be gone to waste
But I'm struggling to keep up
Without having to compromise who I am
In fear of what I might become.

Even after so long I don't get invited to shit,
And fuck my life I am too insecured to just jump right in
And when I do I get shot down and my fear
That I make things more awkward becomes more apparent.

I don't push because I know where I'm not wanted.
And I know why.
I'm awkward but I'm willing to try,
All I need is a little chance and a little intoxication.

I never learn my lesson.
You are all the same.
But now despite who you are,
I know what I am in for.

In some ways you can curb my emotions,
And in return I return the favour however I can.
But I know come October,
Everything I worked so hard for,
Returns to dust.

Am I not ready to be their friend or was I never considered one?
Was it ever an option?

As much as I fail.
I think I have come to love you all.

fml.

Please me nice to me.

Also, if it's not too much to ask,
Please don't mention plans I am not invited to,
When you know I am dying to go.
Then tell me you're busy.
Then say you're gonna have an awesome time saturday night.

I'd like to think I am a perfectly fine person,
But why does these things make me feel like a pariah?

It's like I'm a female kaiyen.

YOU SEE NVR INVITE ME OUT
I THINK OF SHIT. SIGHHHHHHHHHHHH.
lol.

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